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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
@ raffles city starbucks.

i think its become a habit that i blog before i study proper.
had farewell dinner for hamy at cityhall,
so i decided to stay on here at raffles city starbucks to study,
and ive come to really like it here.
and its good that its pretty near home.
i wish i had the super power to not sleep for the next 2 days plus.
and after that, the super power to sleep for days. that would be nice.
oh wait, i already do have that power:)

so you know when youre stuck at home having to study, sometimes
you get entertainment from the simplest things like YOUTUBE.
i was watching xfactor yesterday, watching how contestants got accepted into the liveshows and how emotional they got, the expression on their faces and how much it meant to them to be accepted and for their mentors to believe in them.

danyl johnson : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yUKryu26__Q&feature=PlayList&p=C5318D3920CDA278&index=0&playnext=1

jamie archer : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRRBi6TsD2U&feature=PlayList&p=iPSWjN5P6Vs


stacey : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8tnJkk40UI&feature=PlayList&p=iPSWjN5P6Vs

and and, of course lucie, joe, olly.

i watched these videos and the importance placed on dreams, the importance of the acceptance cos it would mean the world to them, the approval cos it might just be the first time someone believed in them, and then took a back seat and thought to myself, when was the last time i felt this accomplished and happy? arent we supposed to be living a fulfilling life?

- and so the matter of fact is that, unless i feel as happy and accomplished everyday, i havent understood the will of God in my life. i really havent.

imagine feeling this happy everyday, and more?


and now, i start studying:) goodnight!

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