FALL TO FLY (:
intimacy
at this moment, in my head is e thought of intimacy.its funny yet amazing how no matter how strong a front we put on,how uptight one may look,we have certain inclinations to certain people, certain passions.and the truth of the matter is, we all have certain people we want to be abit closer with, abit more intimate with.mind you, im not just referring to just physical intimacy, but really just intimacy as a whole,in terms of time spent, emotions poured out, secrets, support, understandings. and as i listened to wrap me in your arms by Michael Gungor, i realised God is no different. and this inclination he has is towards his children. today, in the car on the way to the airport with grandma to collect my phone, i had one of the best talks with grandma. she was sharing me events of my younger days, sharing with me events i never really knew about. there and then in the car, God's presence hit me and i couldnt stop crying. grandma thought i was frustrated or upset but all i could say was, "nah im not upset". in fact, i was crying cos i felt so loved by God. how i saw him answer prayers from before, and i felt as if day by day, i was living in his miracle. it wasnt a fancy talk, nothing BOOMZ. but there and then, i found yet again who i am in God, how he has held me in place since day 1, and how he has NEVER failed me.
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